Just after 2am and I'm just now writing here – this could easy have ended up a “missed” day. And I don't like “missed” days, for any number of reasons, but mostly of course because if I get more than one in a month I'm screwed.
I don't wanna miss.
First 100s I've even *started* in a long time, much less completed.
Was a time that this was religion.
It gave me so much.
Like so much in the rest of my life, it's fallen away.
I'm in real trouble.
How many friends will show up if I need help again?