June 30, 2011
I am really trying to keep some perspective, but I feel like I am drowning. I was doing so well only a few weeks ago. I was meditating daily, and then I stopped because I wanted to fill those scarce few minutes I get to myself with some writing. It's an either, or situation, and I am starting to panic a little. I have to try and remember that this is temporary, and that in a month or so, I will be able to take a little bit more time for myself, so I don't go crazy, or kill someone.