June 20, 2011
Unfortunately when he gets angry, it is usually directed at me. And my challenge is to try and step out of my own ego and not take his attacks personally, because most of it is crazy talk. I want to support him as he has always supported me. I cannot believe how difficult this is. It's the hardest thing I have ever done. At least once a day I think, "I am not going to take this, I am leaving". All I can do is react. That is what I have done all my life. I'm not proactive, I'm reactive.