June 14, 2011
I just found the answer to a question that has plagued me since I was about 13. I think I have always been a spiritual person, searching for meaning in this life. Searching for something more. Even when I was 13, maybe even as young as 12, I would go into deep depressions, and have terrible anxiety and panic attacks because I was always so internally focused, always questioning what was our purpose on this earth. And anytime I came near anything that made my body buzz with recognition, usually something that I would now call "spiritual", I would run.