January 26, 2007
Another serious reality overdose. Choked by anger and nerves, I spent all day pacing around the apartment, avoiding getting down to work that already has been postponed several times. It was only running out of milk that forced me to brave the freezing cold outside. Gloomy weather was perfectly matching my mood. I couldn’t help an impression that the whole world just set on dragging me down. Then I saw it. A school bus full of kids. Smiling. Waving. Not in a fuck gesture. I saw old-fashion regular waves – and the whole anger melted inside me like last year’s snow.