April 5, 2011
I have to figure out something. Soon. I canít keep getting, and staying behind. It is driving me crazy that Iím filling in blank spots, trying to remember the bits and pieces. Iíve got no idea how to do it but the idea of finally calling quits and doing something else is gaining appeal, daily. As much as I like this idea, as much as it provides perspective, as much as I want to do ten years, the reality of trying to maintain it is causing me agita. Which I really donít need. The idea was to help not hinder.