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February 24, 2011
In my opinion, one of the most terrifying, paralyzing, crushing things is to have confidence in something.

I think I've always been afraid of being left alone; of being the only one to stay standing for something. Of being ridiculed?

This has led to me distrust everything, become a fair-weather believer. Faith was never something I was good at. I'm not strong enough to trust in God. I don't trust my friends.

I believed in my boyfriend more than anything once. He was ultimately the one to damage me more than anyone could.

It's easier to believe in nothing.