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February 19, 2011
from now on when i allow myself to be really negative, i'll allow myself to feel positive.

part of my problem goes deeper than i thought:  most of
 the time when i feel positive and good, i immediately feel bad for feeling good afterwards.  

does it stem from my childhood or adulthood?  

is there something wrong with me?  am i unable to be happy, then?

i pose these questions to sound childish, but to give comfort to others out there who read this, and ask themselves similar questions.

we are all never alone.