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February 12, 2011
confused about my future, so i'm recking my brain trying to figure how i can salvage everything.  i mean, do any of us actually know where we want to be in a year?  much less five or ten?  and if we do, are we lying to ourselves?

and maybe i'm the only one lying to myself.  

i don't know what to call the state that i'm in and i hope to get out of it soon.  

actually, i know what the state i am in is: depression.  one big heavy dose of depression.