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January 19, 2011
One day soon I will wake up happy. One day in the near future, I will have hope. One day, and that day is not so far from now, I will be a joyful, successful, fully functioning member of society. I will cook without wanting to stab my husband. I will clean without wanting to throw the trashcan into the neighbor's window. I will laugh and dance and sing and take walks without bursting into frantic tears.

Today? No.

Tomorrow? I doubt it.

Will it be this week? Or next week? Or even possibly this year?

Hell, I hope so.