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February 1, 2011
Today was a snow day, and an uneventful one at that. Figuring that we wouldn't be given any reason to cancel and/or delay school tomorrow, I've gone without a shower and feel rather wretched, but I am home all the same which is a reason in itself to be grateful.

I almost feel like I've changed sometimes, and I suppose... that I have. It's strange though, not feeling the need to release all those strong feelings; the self-loathing, the doubt, the paranoia. The hatred.

I almost miss it. I almost wish that I could hate my situation again.