February 2, 2011
Ok, so I have begun to clear the decks, so to speak. Although each day there are inevitable chores of an official, material nature still to be completed, my mind and spirit feel less encumbered and I started singing this morning instead of crying, as I had done on waking some mornings last week. So I can saviour being with YOU and listening. I know YOU are around us most of the time: you pop in just like you used to. This anniversary is going to be the 18th year, yet time does not exist when I remember that Monday.