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January 15, 2011
Last night I was awake until only 2AM, but I ended up sleeping the latest I ever have - until 4PM. I must say that it felt horrible. I feel so awake and have surely messed up my sleeping patterns beyond repair.

Last night I also caved in and wrote a diary. What I really wanted to do was complain about my situation and the frustration of being with him - and everyone, to be sure - second or worse place.

I don't feel like anyone in the world would put me first, and that's a sobering thought because it's my fault anyway.