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January 13, 2007
I never craved for marriage, kids, shared bank loan taken up for 30 years and Iím not positive if Iíll ever be ready for this. You see, my understanding of stabilization unfortunately doesinclude routine.
I didnít long for big things, either. I wanted small ones, like sharing mornings, afternoon walks, preparing pancakes under the same roof, ordinary being together. Without any proves of belonging, legal certificates and long-termed financial plans.
I yearned for better timing for us. For present simple and continue. For giving up all conditionals.
I guess it was too much for our love grammar to bear.