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January 3, 2011
I really do feel brand new. Being at school, being around people... giving myself chances, and forcing myself to take those chances... to start all over. Forge real, lasting friendships with those people who are actually around me... I feel like I was finally given that new slate I wanted so badly. I feel like I can finally really start over.

I'll put on my old brave face, the one I wore two Decembers ago when I knew what strength there was in silence. I'll smile, retreat into myself a bit, but experience everything. Hold myself back emotionally, but... live.