December 28, 2010
Iím not really sure what I imagined Iíd feel after you were gone but I didnít anticipate this. Itís the absence of pain that has caught me off guard. I have no overwhelming sense of loss because in truth we lost you a long time ago. I have no overwhelming sense of sadness because those tears are also long shed. I just feel relief. I can only begin to imagine what it must have been like to keep on waking up in that same room, in that same withered body, day in and day out. It must have been hell.