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January 4, 2007
All my life Iíve been expected to aim high, play hard and prove the best. All I do now is constantly missing the bar.
Maybe itís not that Iím unable to jump as high as those ambitions reach or do not have the courage to achieve wild dreams. Just the plans Iím supposed to realize are not mine. And Iím tired of living up to someone else's expectations, tired of fulfilling aspirations that do not belong to me.
Maybe this time I just want to stop carrying, try to relax and stop feeling guilty.
Guilty that I am not perfect.