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December 19, 2010
My breath flows in, out, in, out, faster and faster. And then, sloooow, as if I'm asleep, but awake. Voices poke at my eyes. I don't understand them. My heart tries to keep up with the beat of the music, but only accomplishes to beat erratically for a few seconds and then abruptly go back to its normal rhythm, sore and sulky.

It feels like only minutes pass, but each minute is stretched into an hour. If five minutes have passed, has five hours passed? Everything is spinning, rocking...

Am I on a boat? Shit. I hate boats.