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December 5, 2010
Everything is tangled now. The silken threads connecting us are knotted, and I can't find the ends to untie them. Too many colors blurring together, too many thoughts clambering for my attention. I am lost and stumbling in the labyrinth of my mind.

Do I? Don't I? Why shouldn't I? It's ending. Might as well, but I... I can't.

There is a pain crawling across my skin, spreading further with each beat of my heart. Is this shame? Guilt? Heartbreak?

I can't handle this. I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING!

I can't handle wishing I had.

I'm going to bed.