July 1, 2010
I am slowly building myself a schedule for the evening time, the time after I come home from work. The work time takes care of itself. There my brain is involved in a multi-way struggle. It is trying to sort out the people and the work and trying to understand which it should focus on. It is focused on the intricacies of the work itself, on how to do it, how to do it quicker, how to do it better, and asking itself whether it should be focused on the work in this way, questioning the value of the work.