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June 30, 2010

I look back at the twenty-five days I have endured without June with amazement. Each day has been a battle through grief, anger, guilt, and the unknown. I feel as if I have climbed a mountain, slowly, painfully, and am looking back at the long way I have come in astonishment. How did I get there from here? How have I survived so many days without my beautiful, beloved girl? Looking forward into the near and distant future, I canít imagine how I will get through that. The rest of my life, however long, will be without her. † †