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May 14, 2010
Living in such self-absorbance with things long past basically says: I will always chastise myself for not knowing better because I am not worthy of moving on. Even if Your plan allowed for it.

That's short-sighted and ungrateful.

And a little bit sick, like refusing to flush the toilet because you need to always look at what you dumped there. A graphic image? Yes, but perhaps it's time I viewed my regret for what it is: a trick by the evil one to keep me from walking into the light, as imperfectly and beautifully human as I am.