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April 12, 2010
How to change something which has been ingrained in me ever since I formed my first conscious thought? I have no idea. But sea turtles donít research how to be turtles. They simply are. They simply do.

At a guess I would say I always feel unsafe because I fear I'm incapable of handling the stuff life throws at me. I always feel at a disadvantage.

I know, through experience, that this is untrue. My parentsí cancer, for one thing, is teaching me that, though I might not know the hows, I will figure it out.

I am able.