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April 11, 2010
If life is such a strong ocean current, dragging everything along, then my course of action as sea turtle is clear:

(1) Develop muscles strong enough to swim against the current to my destination.

(2) Develop a shell I feel safe and at home in.

Remarkably, I have neither much muscle nor a sense of inner safety. Is it any wonder I feel so adrift most of the time? Heck, my white blood cells attack my thyroid because I usually live in a state of defence! I am 41 and I desperately need to change this part of my personality.