April 4, 2010
The irony is that I so much want to be all Polyanna about this whole experience. I want to see this challenge through with beauty and courage, inspiring people, showing them that it is possible to live through the hell of your parents' cancer and create a beautiful experience from it. I am the one who always says, "Everything for a purpose," and "All is well." I am the one who says, "Thy will be done." But that's just half of me. The other half is human, and desperately fallible. I am Janus, looking at life through heaven and hell.