January 30, 2010
I went to bed thinking about him and I woke up thinking about him. Sex with my husband had me fantasizing it was him instead. Not so bad, but I still didn't get my orgasm. Would I get that with him? he doesn't seem intersted in getting somebody else off, only himself. I have to remind myself I'm not what he is looking for in a woman. I want a companion, he wants a sex slave. I'm too old to be a sex slave. I just want to enjoy life with him and explore the world. Can it be true?