January 29, 2010
I can't stop thinking about him. I know it is silly, but he makes me feel good about myself and I forget about wanting to die. He touches my hands and makes me laugh. He willing to be seen in public with me and even holds my hand. It was neat to be in the arcade and watch him play Galaga. It made me feel young again, a teenager, watching her high school boyfriend play. He got the highest score on the game, It will be interest to go back next week and see if the intitals are still there.