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January 16, 2010
I still believe in God, I just chose not to service him anymore. I chose not to attend church or women's group, or any other small group. i chose to keep to myself and be alone in this world. If God cared, he would not have taken Josh. And if He cared, he would not put me in this farce of a marriage and let me fall in love with somebody else. In the least, he would not allow me to live alone surrounded by so many people. I will not drink, I will not curse, but I will not.....