January 2, 2010
Does any of this ever get easier? Aidan got in trouble for spilling my drink on accident and went to get a towel but I found him in the bathroom just standing there crying. When I told him it was okay and to come help me clean the mess, he did not move. When I asked him what was wrong he whispered "I miss my Daddy." No real sobs, just sad tears of remorse. Yes, it has sunk into his consciousness. Yes, it is affecting him. No, there is nothing I can do for him to make it better. DAMN!