January 3, 2010
I talked to Mom for over an hour today. It hurts that Randy sold the house,my childhood house, that we built from the ground up as a family, but it had to be done. I wonder if I'll get money from that and can go visit this year. At the rate I'm going, I'll never get to see my folks before they die. Sucks to be me. I've missed out on so much being out here. What would have happened if I had stayed in Kansas instead of leaving for California so many years ago. I wouldn't have Danielle.