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December 14, 2009
It doesnít seem to matter how well or poorly I sleep at night right now, mornings are so dark it is difficult for me to wake up, sometimes even after Iím out of bed. I donít want to go to work, and once Iím there, most of the work doesnít appeal to me.† I donít seem to be able to muster the discipline and focus I need to get through what is my real life. †Am I depressed Ėstill, or again?† Nah, this is probably just the winter greys (not blues), when everything just seems wrong, hopeless and depressing.