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November 14, 2009
I feel strangly alive.

Which is strange, because, surely, you should feel alive all the time, right? I mean, you are alive, so you should constantly have the particular feeling at every waking moment. You should only stop feeling alive when you are dead. Maybe I feel more alive than usual. Then again, it could just be that I'm in a rather euphoric state after having four sleepless nights. It could be that running on empty smashes home the sensation of running on full capacity.

But how should I know? What qualifies me to judge the feeling of aliveness?

Nothing.