August 2, 2009
I want to do this, to somehow find a way to carry off this crazy event, my mad idea. The idea of it makes me laugh inside. It would allow me to be a field marshall, and creative. Part of me is even speculating that perhaps there might be a way to morph this into a personal career, which would put me in charge of myself, something I very badly want at this point, there’s no denying it any longer. I need to crunch some numbers, see if there’s any possibility of eeking out a living for myself.