June 27, 2009
Remembrance of things past – that was today. I used to spend my weekends in this odd balance of relaxation and chores, often managing to keep plates spinning in each area simultaneously. I kept alternating my focus between something fun and something that had to be done, and would keep doing all day. I don't quite understand why I don't do it more often now, but these days I don't manage a lot of things very well at all. I've lost the focus and discipline needed. I don't really understand the reason why, so fixing it is proving very difficult.