May 3, 2009
I should stop trying to describe how I feel in words. As good as I am at choosing the right words and stringing them together to make a point, I cannot adequately describe how I feel about this in words. I hope like hell he can see it in my eyes, my smile. (I hope thatís why he says he loves them both the most.) I wonder: with him making me this happy, this full, how can I reciprocate? How can I make him feel how he makes me feel? Iím afraid I canít do it; Iím afraid itís impossible.