March 24, 2009
I'm really awfully sorry that you will most likely never know that I write all of these things with you in my mind. I am sorry that I talk to myself in your channel and I act like I'm holding a conversation with you because it makes me feel better knowing that you cannot respond and there is no possibility that you will be disappointed and so-on and so-forth. I am sorry that I cannot just say things to you. I know that you told me to stop apologizing, but you deserve so much better. I just don't cut it.