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March 18, 2009
I wanted to say something, anything, while you were around but I didn't feel I had anything to say. I was worried - am worried - will be worried? but I didn't really have much to ask. Anything felt awkward. Everything feels awkward.

I don't want to leave this house without your letter. This is notable because I miss you and I will continue to miss you for extended periods of time because sometimes when I am alone I am alone and that is that, but being alone was never quite so lonely when you weren't always on my mind.