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February 26, 2005
As I ran from the truth of what I had become, I looked back over the course of my life. Was I having what I had heard people refer to as an "epiphany-? If so, was it supposed to hurt as much as it did?

My entire life was filled with myself. I was forever obsessed with my thoughts and egocentric perceptions. Annoyed by all forms of human contact, I hated outside opinions and feelings. I'd always known I was a loner, but now I saw what that meant. For the first time, truly, I remained utterly and miserably alone.