January 23, 2009
This was an excellent week, as far as crushes go. Very cute, sweet, attentive. No real progress, though. Why do I like someone who can't even talk to me? I should like someone sweet, cute, attentive. But maybe that's not enough. Maybe I should like someone that charms me with their words, not their eyes. Perhaps my situation would improve then, and I would no longer feel hopeless. And maybe if I no longer felt hopeless, then I'd feel a bit better about being me. But then again, I already like myself. Maybe he needs to learn to like himself.