December 13, 2008
I really should have started my Christmas cards sooner. I used to start writing the envelopes the weekend after Thanksgiving, and send the European ones the first week of December, then the Canadian ones, and finally the American ones. Sometimes I look back at how efficient and organized I was, and itís as if I were a completely different person. Now Iím so untidy and disorganized. Was I trying to keep busy, so I couldnít think about how unhappy I was? Which is the real me? The new one, or the old one? Or someone I still have to discover?