December 16, 2008
Iím kind of lost right now. A week out from the Really, Really Bad Day ô and if there wasnít an absolute rush to get Christmas gifts finished, I would probably really be in bad shape. I can forget about recent events and their impact for a few minutes while Iím focusing on Getting Stuff Done. At some point, however, the distractions fail and I do think about it all: how long I looked to find that job, the bad economy, the house search (now indefinitely on hold) and of course, my pride. Which I canít seem to find anymore.