November 30, 2008
I donít feel like writing any more; Iíve forgotten why I started. I canít follow any idea through to the end Ė it disintegrates somewhere in the middle or, more often than not, much earlier. I lose interest or lose grasp of the feeling or thought that got me interested in the first place. I remember my audience and my hand hesitates above the page Ė Iím blocking all my offers (thank you). It becomes an exercise in code writing to the point where Iím not sure what Iíve written. Iíll look back in years to come and not have a clue.