November 26, 2008
If ever I was going to smoke it would be now. It would be right now that I would walk to the store, buy smokes and smoke 'em. I would probably consider drinkin' whiskey as well. But the fact that I am thinking this tells me that I am not so upset, but looking for the excuse to start. Thatís what I learnt when I did the twelve steps. If I hadn't taken the last twelve steps, in silence, to the top of stairs, I guess I wouldn't have seen Dianne sharing her jewels with the neighbor. 12 years married.