November 15, 2008
Would you let yourself go wild? That was the question. I don't drink and I don't like the thrill of meeting new people, especially so when those new people are befriending me not to be friends. No, I don't think I would let myself go wild, I responded. I quickly added 'it depends on what you define as wild'. He smiled. It was a smile like being a kid making my parent happy, and at once it was charged. He was good looking and had a great smile. This wasn't about that though. I was surprised at myself for being superficial.