October 9, 2008
I miss having a partner. I miss talking to someone who is my best friend and confident as well as my lover. I donít miss the person, the x if you will; I miss the feeling that comes with having a partner. I miss what is most likely the illusion of it all; the romance that I think is possible off the silver screen. The kiss, the caress, the loving laughter and the love making with wild abandon. Next time I wonít lose myself and forget who I am. Next time I will enjoy these pleasures while remaining in tact.