October 12, 2008
Iíve misplaced my pearls and Iím a little wigged out. This is a test for my Buddha training. A short string of pearls on a chain that my parents started for me when I was born, adding an annual birthday pearl. Maybe thirteen pearls, itís beautiful. Where the heck did I put it and what exactly am I feeling, guilt, sadness, itís only stuff, remorse, guilt again, ah the yin and yang of life. I donít know where they are or what I could have possibly done with them. Itís only stuff, full of memories. That mantra is getting easier.