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May 31st, 2003
Is it any wonder I left you until last? We couldn’t be more different, could we? Is that what makes us work? You drive me crazy. How many days have we been together? We have gone from passion to indifference to passion again. I loved you the minute I met you. Sometimes you drive me so crazy I could scream. You don’t understand why we’re together, or why we’re so crazy for each other. I try to explain, about the eternal cycle of life, death, and rebirth. You think I’m crazy. Two souls bound together since the beginning of time.
May 10th, 2007
I forgot what it was like to have a sleepless night. A night spent tossing and turning, the horrendous thought that my worst nightmare could be coming true. 5 months to the final exams, and still laden with late night commitments and thoughts preventing me from sitting down and focusing on what I go to school for. Itís horrifying, and Iím beginning to wonder if academics are what Iím cut out for. Still confused, still running all over, still dreaming of having dreams. I envy people with that burning passion for one single thing. I wish that I was stronger.
April 16th, 2007
"Long distance relationships are hard" she said, as the reality set in, but I felt good, refreshed as I drove home. I sat confidently in the driver seat, ready to take on whatever emotion was fed to me, enjoying once again the palm trees and sunshine. Tonight, I collapsed as one beer turned into another, and another. I listened to all the songs in my library on full blast almost two hours before I succombed to sleep. ** Today, work was a bitch. The calls were drowning me more and more and everyone kept asking me where I've been. Messed up.